Found this in my notes…
I’m trying to move on but it’s so hard I keep comparing everyone to you. We never has those irritating conversations where I would just tell you to shutup because you wondered the same things that I did. Your like the perfect boyfriend I could have, I still feel like crying… I don’t think I can really move on from this, I keep trying but I can’t it’s too hard. I just wish what we had could be rekindled…
Do you ver think about me ? Because today, Monday December 5th I woke up thinking about you. Everything reminds me of you, Kailua, windward, ruby Tuesday’s, German shepards, acuras, racing, Pali highway, army, air force, camp smith, the front of my house, even school !!! I can’t even go to school without thinking of you because you helped me with homework and you picked me up from school ! I can’t even eat tacobell, my favorite food without thinking of you. I’m going crazy right now and you don’t even know. I wonder what your feeling right now, I wonder what your thoughts are, I wonder if we could ever be again, I wonder if you would ever cruise with me again… Sigh, I just miss you soo much…
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